Missing Pippin. Today is the anniversary of the day I learned that I had lost Pippin. I didn't think that he had been on my mind much, but the last couple of weeks I have been dreaming about being pregnant with twins. I didn't make the connection to this anniversary coming up, but now I think that is why it has been on my mind, if only subconsciously. I have also had an odd feeling of someone missing. When the children are all with me, I still feel like there aren't enough of them. I even have to keep counting because it feels wrong. Charlie has been gone for so long, that it isn't he I am missing, although we do miss him, more and more everyday. I just have that feeling that the family is incomplete.
I know my Pippin is in Heaven, interceding for us. But he took a piece of my heart with him. While we celebrate his life and count ourselves blessed to have had him even for that brief time, we can't help grieve and think of what could have been. Dear Pippin, pray for us!
Missing Pippin. Today is the anniversary of the day I learned that I had lost Pippin. I didn't think that he had been on my mind much, but the last…